We have just witnessed history

We have just witnessed history,

Though the future remains a mystery.

Yesterday's events were a relief,

Yet many are now feeling grief.

Over what, you may ask,

But explaining is a huge task

Because this is a confusing land

Where barely anything goes as planned;

Full of people who keep going,

Though they may not know or may never reach what they're pursuing;

Full of people dressed smartly,

Who only stick to their words hardly.

Many choose to avoid the topic,

Probably because it has such a broad impact.

The stepping down of a leader, on the other hand, is the creation of history.

And the next fool that'll lead is a mystery.

Everything

Holding my hands

grabbing my wrist

interlocked fingers

opening my fist

pulling me close

touching my lips

not with his mouth

but with his finger tips

kissing my neck

curling my hair

looking at me

with that eyeful glare.

I was on my toes

to kiss back his forehead 

with my eyes closed

and face blushing red.

stars twinkled

birds whispered,

about us and our love,

which was unfiltered. 

i wanted that night

to be infinite 

when he was looking at me

and holding me tight.

we did not say a word

but we talked too much

his sight was singing,

poetry was his touch.

But everything ends

so did the night

we smiled at each other

and that smile was bright.

holding hands in streetlight

at the middle of night we walked.

this imprinted memory hurts me a bit.

as now its been an year since we talked.

Empty Smiles

 The sun still shines,

Birds still sing.

But Is it just me?

Who is fed up of everything.

People still smile

A smile without stress.

But is it just me?

Who have this emptiness.

Smile on my lips

Yet moist eyes.

Things seems to be fine,

But these smiles are lies.

I can't figure out

What's missing, what's left

My happiness was stolen,

My smile was theft.

I am afraid of

I am afraid of

Lending you my heart,

What if you crushed it too

Or if you tore it apart?

I am afraid of

Revealing you my scars.

What if you made one more,

Or pushed me in another war?

I am afraid of

Letting you know my fears,

What if you won't listen,

Or if you closed your ears?

I am afraid of

Holding your hand.

What if you left me,

Or denied to take my stand?

I'm afraid of

Loving someone again.

What if I face another heartbreak,

And will be left in pain.

I don't know how to express love

I'll keep thinking about you

I'll silently pray for you

No matter whatever you say,

I'll obey for you.

I'll tell you many stupid things,

I'll text you if you're down,

I'll try to make you laugh

To make you get rid of this frown.

I'll tell you things that probably won't make sense,

I'll always stand by your side just as your defence.

My ways to express love would be unfamiliar,

But I swear my love for you is immense.

I can't act like others,

I don't know how to express,

But if you ask me to

I'll do that too nevertheless.

I am bad at starting conversation,

I mess with all my decisions

But if I comit any mistake,

Don't point the mistake but my intention.

I will be spamming one day

And saying nothing at all the other,

Because I'm afraid if I annoy you,

What if you'll be bothered.

At times I'll ask myself

If I should text you or not,

But sometimes I'll spam messages,

I often do this a lot.

I'll expect you to tell me

About your day everyday,

But I hesitate to ask you,

What if you denided to say?

I have many such doubts,

But I don't ask you

Because I'm afraid

What if you claim it stupid too.

I won't tell you soon

But I'll keep you all above,

I'm sorry, I'll often mess it up

Because, I don't know how to express love.